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old times i have a someone,he's name is george..he's very nice with me..but one day he's tell me if he's want stay in america..uhhh first hear that,im very angryyyy with him! i hate thats situation...why he's must leave me????but i undsrtsand,he's must school in there..and i not may restrain that because what he's want...and as him girlfriend, i only can give him spirit to do that!!!!and long timee no communication,until one month he's dnt call me aor sends me message.i think he's gone..i hate thats time!i dnt know where is he?and i dnt know with who he is??thats make me always negative thinking with him...and i dnt like that!one day , i check my email and i have one inbox from him and you know wht he's say??he's just say "sorry i can't call u..im gettin busy.and i just wanna say to you if i feel i can't walk on this relationship again.sorry.but i think this relationship not will succed if we mutually far." and after i read he's email i just cry..and i dnt reply he's email!!!!!thats time i begin hate him so much.and until now,im still single..lol ;)

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i have a friend in my facebook..he's name MR.F and one day he's invite me for make a relationship with him (but this just joke)..and someday i have one friend request from someone and him know my facebook from MR.F facebook. ( i dnt want tell who him )im confirm him.first im and him just talk and share like a friend...i dnt know who him but i think he's a good man bcause he's want make me feel better! :p and you know what,one time he's say he like me!hahahahah im so happy to hear that! time direct walk until a certain day i feel he's joking me..he's like a playboy in my eyes!! i dnt like a rockstar man..many girl want him and to many girl he say like what he say to me..thats why im begin not believe him :( i just want have a nice boyfriend.why that hard to me??;(

DADDY

now i knew if my mommy really love my dad,bcause no matter what my dad did,he still love my dad until now... i knew occasionally my dad not good,i mean sometimes he's bad..but he still be my dad! whatever he did, im always love him... and now he tell me if he really sorry if him ever bad with me and my mom.now he want fulfill all he did to me and mommy..im very glad to hear that..now im begin trust my daddyy..and i believe if my dad can be far more good... :)